only 2 more nights and 3 more days until i head off to chicago. i was initially not looking forward to 9 days in the burbs, but now i’m a little anxious to leave. austin is dead at the moment. everyone’s left town. tim is in en zed. and i’m going a little stir crazy. in a way, i’d rather be in chicago among people rather than in austin among dead leaves. normally i’d welcome a few days of me time, but at the moment i fjear that being alone with my thoughts could cause me more stress than my nicotene-cravings could handle. so, i’m trying to channel my thoughts to positive things. i’ve been taking walks and riding my bike. i figure that being good to myself and trying to be a better person is the only way forward though the uncertain future. besides, it would be a shame to waste the beautiful weather.
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